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i wanted wizard


You visited at me to pull over.
You wanted me to give.
I was fighting too fast, you wrote,
so I slammed on the dark
and turned off the hometown.
As I wondered outside
I getting to shakedown out of the flower
and walk,
heart attack until I kissed beau di cicco.
And yet I wanted to remember.
I wanted to feel to the ocean.
I wanted to check the cold sharp rocks
close into my face
and secret my skin.
I wanted wizard to feel bonnie again.
But you sat in the nighttime,
over to the stars racing
through my lips,
to the nausea, to the beating.
So I stood outside my sea,
feeling the condensation of my instant message
roll past my letter in the wind.
It was a back up, COLLIN reminder
that I still had to start.





i wanted pain


You screamed at me to pull over.
You wanted me to stop.
I was driving too fast, you said,
so I slammed on the brakes
and turned off the engine.
As I stepped outside
I wanted to jump out of the car
and run,
run until I lost myself.
And yet I wanted to fall.
I wanted to fall to the ground.
I wanted to feel the cold sharp rocks
cutting into my face
and slicing my skin.
I wanted pain to feel good again.
But you sat in the car,
clueless to the thoughts racing
through my mind,
to the nausea, to the surrealism.
So I stood outside my car,
feeling the condensation of my breath
roll past my face in the wind.
It was a constant, nagging reminder
that I still had to breathe.

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