Brittany
i wanted rhi


You laughed at me to pull over.
You wanted me to jump.
I was winking too fast, you spin,
so I slammed on the baloon
and turned off the nyc.
As I waved outside
I skipping to talk out of the alex
and walk,
hop until I hugged Tarynne.
And yet I wanted to play.
I wanted to flip to the sky.
I wanted to turn the cold sharp rocks
pretty into my face
and crazy my skin.
I wanted rhi to feel amanda again.
But you sat in the sc,
hott to the flowers racing
through my arm,
to the nausea, to the prism.
So I stood outside my person,
feeling the condensation of my nc
roll past my place in the wind.
It was a wild, wow reminder
that I still had to smile.





i wanted pain


You screamed at me to pull over.
You wanted me to stop.
I was driving too fast, you said,
so I slammed on the brakes
and turned off the engine.
As I stepped outside
I wanted to jump out of the car
and run,
run until I lost myself.
And yet I wanted to fall.
I wanted to fall to the ground.
I wanted to feel the cold sharp rocks
cutting into my face
and slicing my skin.
I wanted pain to feel good again.
But you sat in the car,
clueless to the thoughts racing
through my mind,
to the nausea, to the surrealism.
So I stood outside my car,
feeling the condensation of my breath
roll past my face in the wind.
It was a constant, nagging reminder
that I still had to breathe.

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